Board Thread:General Discussion/@comment-3088201-20140303210241/@comment-3088201-20140526022420

Dracozar wrote: You're not ready for adminship.

1. You're not levelheaded, you can't handle a situation without yelling or whining.

2. You only want to ban people, being an admin isn't all about that.

3. The fact that you flip out about not having adminship is shameful and immature.

4. Blue is a fervent Christian but he doesn't soapbox about his religion the way you do. Keep it off the wiki.

All in all, you're way too immature and explosive to be an admin. I can't see you as one anytime soon. This is old I know, but it needs to be responded to. The true reason I wanted to become admin on here, is so I can defend this wiki from vandals and people who break rules, it is because I am very passionate person and I will protect what I love, and what I love is this wiki and the people who are on it.

1: True, I am working on this issue, it is something I really need to work on.

2: Incorrect, like I stated I want to defend this wiki and the people on it, because I care and love them, I know a few of them know this, and alot have a dislike towards me, I've had a lot of fights with most of the users on here, like Pine, Corbus, Red, Eyegrim, Neil, Llamao, Rawfan, and yourself and ect ect ect, that is where I have stumbled and messed up on alot of things, including my friendships with the people I have mentioned and have not mentioned.

3: Correct but the reason for that was no one took any notice to it, like I told Blue in a previous comment, not a lot of people take notice to me, due to my bad reputation with everyone who is on here and those who left, again this is where I have stumbled.

4: Indeed Blue doesn't do that, and neither did I when I first joined, but back then I had very little interest in Christianity back then, then I have today, only reason I soapboxed about my beliefs, was due to you bashing it constantly. But thanks to some advice from a friend from another wiki, I won't let people bashing my beliefs or what I believe in, anymore.

All in all, true I have stumbled, and quite explosive, but I am working on changing that, I know not alot of people believe me, but what I say is true, I am working on becoming a better person to all my friends, online or offline, trouble is when I try proving some of my changes to people on here or DA, people either ignore me, or on one occasion on DA, get blocked for trying to reach out to an old friend, was I deeply hurt emotionally by it, yes, I wanted to wail out loud, that even the Lord will be able to hear, but did I break down crying, sadly no, I just bottled it up, something I have done alot in my life when I feel hurt.

But anyway, I know alot of people or some people on here or DA, may not like me or down right dispise and hate me for the terrible past I've had with them, but I for one am ready to put all my mistakes in the past for good, I know I made alot of drama over the years I been on here, and I am humbily and honestly am sorry for all of it. Now what I truly seek, is forgiveness from all the Users of this Wiki and go back to being friends with them, and I mean all of them, old from when I first came here, to new like that Gadra fellow who's recently joined our small community. All I ask is for forgiveness and going back to being the fun community we use to be, cause back then was when I was truly happy.