User blog:Nikolai Banks/I have had it!

First you wrongfully remove my mod rights because of your OWN selfish needs, now you ban me from chat for defending myself! I have tried and tried again and again to try being nice to you on TONS of occasions and tried being your friend again and again, and as forgiving as possible, but that has officially run out, you are not friendly, you are not nice, you are not kind, you anti social, you only care for yourself and those you bloody like! You are horrid to those who TRY being nice to you and being your friend on so many occasions, I am surprised you are and admin, where you clearly do not deserve to be, after the repeated offenses and rules you have broken through abusive use of your rights! Which you don't deserve in the first place, since you repeatedly abuse your rights and Blue keeps giving you chances, I hope he knows know there is no hope of you being an honorable and humble person, and I hope he removes your rights for all the times you abused your power.

To be down right honest, I flipping hate your guts right now! Why do I keep on showing you kindness while you show me wickedness and hate, is beyound me! But I try show you kindness because that is what God expects of me, but I am battling to do that since you repeatedly be a jerk to me, for FIVE stinking years I have tried being your friend, showing as much kindness and respect to you as willingly possible, but I am at my wits end with you Corbus, I am so sick of how you treat me, you treat me like kak! you think you are better than me, but truth is you are not perfect or better than any one of us.

I really do not know how Jesus handled idiots and pagans and heathens and all types of sinners! With out bursting a gasted and telling people to shut their pie holes and to stop acting like comeplete and utter idiots, I really wish I was a lot more patient with you and others like you, like Jesus was with all those annoying people He had to deal with during His time on earth, but sadly my patients has run out with you Corbus, you are nothing but evil and wicked in my eyes, whatever good that is in you, is false and is of this world.

To be out right honest, I have no bloody clue what it is I have done in this lifetime that you HATE me so flipping much, I have tried on many occasions to show you love and kindness, yet you keep shoving me back in the dirt and continueslly be a jerk to me and others you dislike, and do favors with out a second thought for others you do like, that is favoursim, which is BAD! God loves all people, he does not do favorites, he loves people all equally, faults and all. Fact is until you know how to be a nicer person to people and you finally find Jesus, you not my friend, and I rather watch paint dry than greet you or even talk to you. Why should I show you any respect, when you show me NO respect at all, should I respect you due to your adminship? No, life does not work like that at all, I use to respect you because I believed you were a nice person, but I was wrong, I no longer respect you, because you pretend to be a nice person and you are nothing but a vile ugly piece of crap, if I had to choose between helping you up and helping a burglar up from the ground, I help the burglar hands down.

I have learned my lesson, period! You not a nice person, no way you will ever be a nice person, and I doubt you will ever be a nice person, I hope everyone realizes you are exactly what I have discribed in this blog, an ugly horrid and wicked person who abuses whatever power he is given for the sake of his needs and the needs of his own friends and no one other than himself and those he favors.

Yes I may not act my age when I get angry at people like you! But that is because I am more in touch with my emotions, unlike you, you emotionless robot human thing! Only emotions you know are hatred and wickedness, whatever kindness you had left in you was taken by Satan a long time ago, and I cannot be friends with someone who is so selfish and thinks of himself and those he only likes and favors, the difference between you and me is this, you are an ugly person and like treating people in horrid ways, you love those you prefer and favor, and hate those you don't even know, while I love all people, or at least I try to, no matter what the person is like or what deeds they have done in life, I will love them as I love myself, even if I dislike some of the habits they might have. But you, whatever respect and kindness and love I had towards you is now an empty void, I give up all things I believed you were when we first met, I hope you enjoy being a souless unkind human being, cause I am done caring for you and I will not change my mind until I am proven there is some sort of goodness inside you, which I highly doubt. Since all I see in you is evil, plain and simple.